Falling into my own mind, a place in which no solace found,
Consumed by fear with no one near and chased into a deeper shroud –
No mystery to solve when questioning how my descent into madness unfolded,
You make your own misery and isolate your feelings in silence,
So how can you feel love when you fail to show it.
Contradictions made in response to retaliations with heightened emotions
Because of a dull devotion you hold to the sentiment of proving yourself correct,
Yet curious when the plague plants itself inside your mind and twists a knot around your neck,
Now where is there left to fall further when you grip your own breath with such a vice?
Where will you run to, or better yet hide,
You know not who loves you for this is a thought that need not be considered more than twice.
Wrapped in your own inhibitions and blind to the sights that bless your eyes with colours before you,
A perception ignorant in its pessimism, and they do tell, yet made your choice to ignore it.
So who is to blame for the fear and the cloud that sits atop your head a crown?Who owes smiles to the face that sits with sadness and only gestures to frown?
By your fiction, have your sorrow and in convictions realise the error of your ways,
And with these thoughts take a moment to calculate that a better reflection is the dream your soul should chase.
For better, where than can be no worse,
Use your heart with mind and reserve your words,
As darkness will forever be your Shepard should you turn from praise and choose only to curse.
Solum 